A Beautiful Mess

I can’t say I did nothing this Christmas. because that’d be untrue ! On December 24th, me and my mom did attempt to go out for a little fun to celebrate.. however, it wasn’t filled with much christmas spirit. it seemed like just an usual outting.

and today o_o  i just always get christmas presents BEFORE the actual christmas day! so again, not much christmas spirit whatsoever. but well yes, again, my asian way of attempting to celebrate! :) we’re going out to a Japanese restaurant for lunch.

what I really want for Christmas is just what normal people have ! a big fat family gathering. it may be very chaotic, may be very messy. may be even HUMID. but i really dont mind that once in awhile. where all of us, are stuffed in one little tiny room with lack of air conditioning.. meeting cousins i’ve never ever seen before in my life. good times, good times. thats all i can say now.

I never really appreciated those family gatherings that we used to have. at my grandma’s.. at my aunties.. and many other places meeting total different groups of people. but now i kind of do miss it. :) but still yes, MERRY CHRISTMAS ;)

Just got someone’s facebook message telling me that i didnt tell him GLOBAL WARMING is acting on TAIPEI ! now.. December, almost christmas, is still 20 degree + ! WTF is wrong with the weather.. LOL. no christmas spirit !!!!

But yeah im still INSANELY jealous of him ! he gets to go to the memorial place that I lived so close to. but never ever learned to value it ! oh gawd.. i am defeated by my own ugly human nature. -_-    anyway. so he is going christmas shopping today ! way to tell me that Harry ! I miss the malls in Taipei, so pretty and clean.. and NOT crowded by people ! = | but mostly. i miss their night markets ! where there’re so many foods and stuff o__o

still, as a good schoolmate, hope he has a good xmas there ! :)  if he spends his new year there IT IS EVEN BETTER ! because he gets to see the FESTIVAL that we have every year on the night of December 31st ! it is the best thing ever :’(

I really miss you guys =[

i-am-teariffic:

Read these beautiful lines: 
To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn’t have one. 

To realize
The value of ten years: 
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years: 
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam. 

To realize
The value of nine months: 
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize 
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize 
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. 

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane. 

To realize
The value of one-second: 
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident… 

To! realize
The value of one millisecond:
As k the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have. 
You will treasure it even more when 

you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend: 
Lose one.

The origin of this letter is unknown, 
But it brings good luck to everyone who passes it on.